My hope in void,
My faith destroyed,
All that I thought was wrong,
My life annoyed,
My feelings toyed,
Am not that strong,
Hopefully,
a better end,
To my love life,
An happy end,
In the end.
I take away doubt,
I will not go shout,
I thought so wrong
I sit and count
Feelings unbound,
Can’t I be strong.
I wanted to clarify her thoughts,
Never expected to mislead my paths,
I misplaced my own believes,
I came closer and then she coughs,
I allowed my heart open damn it sucks,
Never expected she sees.
My expectations were right bout her,
My believes, my life it can’t endure,
I keep being disappointed,
They all let me down am mad for sure,
My stories, my pain is there a cure,
All my life I’m being pointed.
Alone I wonder through the streets,
Can I be that the thing she needs,
Wondering in my mind,
Afraid alone I can’t find,
Things I left behind,
Hoping the trail is still there to find.