It feels like home
when the knife touches my skin.
But it's wrong feeling that way,
it will kill me one day.
It just feels so good,
to forget everything,
to feel only that a knife is cutting and blood is flowing.
They say that I have to think at the good things of life.
Sure I have them and I love them,
but cutting is not so bad,it's a way of living
and it can't make me feel bad.
It's my home,
the only moments that I can have peace with myself.
It just feels like home