I ask myself everyday the same
Why cant I just lose my pain
I have everything 2be happy , 2be full of live
Still I wanna get my wrist on that knife
I dont do it cuz I’m stronger than before
But I walked with my face agaist that same door
I cant be happy, I dont know why
Every moment I look in the mirror I start 2 cry
Living in shame, dreaming of running away
I wish I just could be happy starting from 2day