I can't fight anymore
I can't keep up this war
I know I have to keep on going
But I can't do it knowing
That still the end is far
Everyone thinks that I'm happy
But that's just the way I seem to be
I'm not feeling the way I act
No really , in fact
There is this terrible pain inside me
When I'm happy there will always be
Something that remembers me
About everything from my past
So the happyness won't last
Now I'm wondering if I will ever be free
Free from all this pain
Or will I feel forever like I'm standing in the rain
I don't know what to do anymore
Still I'm trying to keep up this war
But I won't tell,I have to act happy,that I will contain