"Beautiful"
Opened my eyes
Light came in
Sun was touching
Warmth on my skin
Happiness is reaching
Love haunts my fear
I cried again
But it was another kind of tear
Flowers got back there color
Sky no longer gray
Live has made a funny turn
All the sadness flew away
The silence of the day
It was gone
Sound of love was filling my ears
I finally had a feeling like I was “someone”
It al fade away
With just one look
Shadows came again
Whatever was mine, they took!
Opened a window
Blood and sadness all over the floor
Knife sticking in my heart
Desperately closing the door
Now it’s enough!
This will be the very last cry
With knife in my hand walking
Please don’t ask me why!
Close my eyes for the last time
I’m laying in bed
Were they will find me some time “dead”….