Sometimes
a tear appears
and slowly it is dripping of my face
It tells me so much;
the feeling of loneliness
the feeling of being unloved
But it also tells me how much i care about certain people
Sometimes
when those tears appear
I think about my life
the way i'm handling my pain and sorrow..
And I can be honest
Then I think I can't go on living like this
my life is just too painfull
It's too hard
When those tears appear
I want to scream
But I can't, I just can't talk about them
Nobody who knows..
Nobody who wants to know..
Wish there was somebody who said;
I love you and want to help
There's just a little bit hope left inside of me
I just wait until it happens
But maybe I found that person already
He says he loves me en helps me through my problems
I just want to say to him;
I love you so much and thank you for helping me out.