I had A Dream Last Night,
About You and Me ...
Holding each other tight.
Nobody can Imagine How much I miss u,
It's Been A week or two,
Since I've last Seen You...
And I Know that I Probely Never Will,
But I love you ... Still.
I never had the chance To get to know You better,
And to hold you.
I just know that this all is true...
U gave me a chance to spend the night together,
I said NO... Now I will Regret It forever...
I feel regret And pain,
Of never having the chance again...
why am I so Ashamed of myself ?
Why does everything has to be so hard...Is it me?
Will there ever be a "we"?
I'm feeling everything slipping away...
Nothing I can do about it, No one I can live with...
No one understands my pain, of going trough this again!
I'm losing every one I've ever had ...
And I don't Want that ....
To my dearest Jorn Love you with all my heart and I hope that we meet again, It has almost been a Year, I'm counting the days... see you again in June even if it's only for two days I'ts enough for my to hold on for another Year
-xXx-