She said mama I love you
But I don’t like my life anymore
I get enmeshed by the pieces of the puzzle
Which are lying on the floor
Oh I am sure once the sun will show his
smile to me
And maybe many times I will laugh for hours
But I’m not always as colourful and as vivacious
As your beautiful flowers
I know you will give me helping words
But I can’t get rid of the unmotivated thoughts in my mind
If possible I’d like to turn my back on life
To leave all of my sadness behind
Please tell me I can be patient
As long as my heart shows his beat
My believe she says with surrender
That’s the only thing I need
And I have found it
But is has to become stronger
So I can cope with my web of fear
I won’t hide my believe no longer