controling my feelings for to long
once i was mentaly strong
now it makes me feel what it wants
it makes me feel a weak construction
one that is ready for self-destruction
I don't know reality no more
not like it was before
it made my life completly change
drugs were part of my sollution
but also still my greatest pollution
I die I rot
I still smoke a lot
I don't care
I'm beware
off what all this can cause
well, I don't care for that loss