† An old memory †
You can’t hear me anymore
You forgot me anyway
I just let you down for nothing
and ignored you all day
I thought I didn’t need anybody
thought I could take care off myself
But you were the one with all the answers
You knew why I couldn’t take it any longer
and also why I just gave up..
You were just trying to protect me
But I didn’t care at all
I didn’t mean to hurt you
You were only helping me through
Now you’re just an old memory
That burns inside of me..
I could only think about the death
nothing else, only that
How it would be if I was gone,
to live without someone
away from the pain, the fear, and all those wasted moments here
I’ve never felt that pain before,
Just to let you go and leave
The thought I might never see you again
made me realize one special thing..
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