life is not always what you want it to be
sometimes you need to go to hell so you can open your eyes and see
this is what happened to me
my childhood was taken when I was just a baby
I asked him to stop but he said maybe
He made me feel like trash ass dirty as can be
I needed this experience to see
That I was the one in control of my life
There where times I wanted to end it with a knife
I asked god why is this happening to me ?
I needed this experience to see
Was this gods plan
To be abused by someone who’s not even a man
The book of live said that this is how my life should be
I needed this experience to see
Wondering what I had to see
That they only one who could help me to live with this experience
was me