Idle but deadly
I’m only smoking my first cigarette
I beat myself up for losing the bet
Being so strong, 5 days in a row
I fuck it all up but let myself go
I don’t sniff a mirror
And I don’t shoot no shit
It’s only smoking and I try to quit
The first is still burnin’ to light up the next
The second feels better while I read the text
“Idle but deadly” but I couldn’t care less
Nothing helps better to clean out the mess
I don’t sniff a mirror
And I don’t shoot no shit
It’s only smoking and I try to quit
With my third siggy I’m breathing real deep
And I can feel all my senses falling asleep
Now that I’m smoking I’m feeling alright
The smaller the cigarette, the less that I fight
I don’t sniff a mirror
And I don’t shoot no shit
It’s only smoking and I try to quit
Now I am smoking my 4th and my 5th
I know that I have to let go of my thrift
In stead of feeling too mediocre
I rather admit; God, I'm a smoker.
I don’t sniff a mirror
And I don’t shoot no shit
It’s only smoking and I just can’t quit