Why do you hate so much; and you try to get inside of me?
Is it because I’m like you, or that I don’t need to be?!
I’m glad that you finally found a life that is yours
But don’t go breaking into my head, I don’t have open doors
I let you in into my mind too many times before
But I’m not that special; I haven’t got anything in store
Is it your goal in life to make me miserable, to make go away?
Cause now you’ve got a problem, hun, I’m here to stay.
You rip my soul into tiny pieces, don’t know why you do
But every time I try to go, I’m followed again by you
I rather cut my heart out with a knife that I’ve created
Then to watch you do this longer, and you are there to be hated
I hope you will reveal the real you, and stop messing with my head
Hope you listen carefully to everything that I’ve said
Some things aren’t meant for you, some things really are
The only thing you are going to leave is a filthy gruesome scar
So be pleased with what you got, and what you took from me
But shut the fuck up and just leave me be
Stephanie Bakker ©