I got up off my bed; called you up that night
I couldn't tell you face to face; thought this was right
Told you what was on my mind, why I felt this way
Thought the pain would go again, but I was wrong; it stayed
You didn't understand what was on my mind; thought it was self-pity
But I just couldn't tell you why, I then felt that shitty
You hung up, didn't care what I had to say
You didn't care 'bout how I felt; you won either way

Well listen up; you were wrong, now I'm at your door
Didn't even looked up to you, like I did before
To me you are just nothing, just a shadow of my past
Didn't realise I would lose my friends so quickly; so fast

You shut the door when you saw it was me, didn't want to talk
But I'm not letting go, my friend, I;m not going to walk

I did that many times before, I was like an open street
Everyone stepped over me; only talked to me in need

I just got to say what I've got to say
And then I swear I'll go away
So please shut up and listen now
I don't care that I won't bow

You're not my master, you don't own me
But everytime I think of you...

I still think that I have to be...

Stephanie Bakker ©