A forced personality,
A seemingly open mind,
A heart unable to find…

A me, silently crying,
A me slowly dieing,
Troubles circling in one consistent flow,
A past unwilling to let go…

A past, that for too long,
I’ve tried to keep inside,
Together with the feelings I tried to hide…

Now you know I’m in love with you,
But you never knew what came before,
The things that left this heart so sore…

Even though this all may come as a surprise,
You only know a one-sided reflection of me,
A me who’s wearing a disguise…

Now my past is haunting me,
And that’s what I need you to see,
The person who I really am…

Don’t take me for an emotional wreckage,
Because I really need you here
Please don’t desert me,
That’s my one true fear…

So I beg for you to please understand,
To please don’t make me your charity,
Because I need the real you to be there for me…

So I pray to god you can comprehend,
That if you hate me to much to be my lover,
You can find it in your heart to be my friend…