After a few months I thought I felt better,
but it's just a face what I'm going through...
Everytime when I think about the mistakes I made,
I feel some sort of sadness...
And I know it's never gonna be alright anymore...
Not now everybody's gone,
not when you also have to say goodbye...
I just don't know why,
why I've hurt you so much...
It wasn't my intention to do this to you all...
But I understand I can't change...
The past or who I am...
I have to create a new future...
Just forget it,
forget me...
It won't be easy,
but I promis I'll resist the devil...
Resist the knife...