To my Mother
You have no idea how hard i try
to make you happy
You keep nagging at my head
blaming me
That your life is dead
That you have a suck-up life
But it's not my fault
i try so hard
You still can't see how i feel
My life already fell apart
You don't know how it's like
to have you as a mother
You always say that i don't care
anything about you
Don't jugde me, that isn't fair
because i do
Why would i still listen to you if i didn't bother?
I have always had a hole in my heart
don't know what it is
But i think you help getting it bigger
by toring me apart
I still don't know the cure
I think it's love, but that's where you cut me off
It wouldn't have been there
if i lived in a normal family
Who doesn't lure
every actions that i do
Stop this, mom
I get punished for all the bad things i do
You know this is wrong
Never will i be praised for the love that lies somewhere deep in my torn heart, i still have for you.