Sometimes I wish I were admitted
Jeah, I know it can seem a little strange
but imagine if it were like this
you would have all the time caring people around you
who are trying to help and understand you
and you would have free time and space for yourself
with the necessary quiet and peace around you
to come to rest
also it would give you the opportunity to free your mind
to lett every single thought that spins into your memory out
because now it is really great
that I am liberated from a lot of thoughts
but I still couldn't tell them all
and I thought everything was passed and that I was cured
but now I still feel a black hole inside of me
filled with pain, anger, destruction
and now I have to destroy this black hole,
that is smaller then before, but still there
only then I will be liberated
and will I be functioning like years before