I've never told this before
Never has been written down
But now it comes out
I have to spill my guts
I'm freaking out.
Did you or do you ever feel the same
Like living in the past,
thinking it's not sane
I can't help it, I can't stop
Will there ever be a time
the feeling it's all gone right
the way I wanted to follow
getting destiny out of sight
It's like there's a guideline
that comes with me
But I can't read the writing
so improvise
And I can't stop, I can't help it
I'm freaking out.