Stupid mother
i always feel her eyes on me
i really really really hate her
can't control that feeling
always checking me can't stand her
it's her own fault that i turned out this way
she was never there for me when i needed her the most
when i was crying and screaming that
my brother was reuning my life
she was protecting him and saying that
he was doing and saying all those things out of love
she never asked me: 'how you're feeling today'
no never always working and never at home
thought she could give me love by
buying me everything i wanted but the only thing
that i wanted was her real love, love from her heart
and now she's calling me a spoiled brat
but whose fault is that?
she's just like the rest
i put her under the categorie:
the people who weren't there when i was dying