Not forgotten
Forever remember
Never closing in
Feel it again
Why it happened
What was happened
Was it fair and true
Or was it all lies
It was just a few years ago
It wasn't true I said
I thought it would never would happen
But the truth is so different
Why it happened to me?
Because I was your best friend
You told me everything...
At least that is what I thought...
You held it secret
Your only secret I didn't knew
At least that is what you said
Was it another lie?!
I could live with your secret
after you told me what it was
but when you really run away
I was scared and so confused
I ran to a friend we both knew
And together we cried
We cried and we were so upset
but all you did was laughing...
We looked everywhere for you
But we didn't find you
You left the fear and tears with us
while you sat smiling in the train
It's a few years later now
And my feelings about you are changed
I don't care a damn about you anymore
Cause you didn't cared about me before
It is just a memory
But it really happened
And now I think about it
And now I know how stupid I was!
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Crying on the floor
Nothing's there to be
Nothing's there to left
Only me...
What did I do wrong
What was wrong with me
What was the mistake I made
Before you did that to me...
What went go wrong
Which part was the mistake
Or was I a stupid piece that stood up
Stood up in your way to overtake
Your heart next to mine
As we stood beside each other
Although that wasn't so long ago
You left me when you become father
So many memories
But which one is true
I could tell you it
But why should I when it's so clear?!
You don't know it now...
That's too bad...
Cause the story about that friend of mine
That is what had brings me once so sad
But now it's just a memory
A memory that isn't forgotten
A memory that isn't that lovely
But it's a memory of truth...
*Thanks to my friends who helped me in that periode... I had it really hard but my friends stood ready for me and saved me! Thank you...friends of me!*