Sometimes,
I wish I could disappear.
Sometimes,
I wish I was dead.

No matter what I do,
It always turn on me.
I can't do anything right,
without having a fight.

One big mistake,
that's what I am.
I'm so misplaced,
here, where I am.

I can make it so easy
for someone to hate me.
I never thought of it,
But it's so true as it is.

Life is complicated,
Always thinking about others.
Always trying not to hurt someone.
Always failing.

How depressing this may be,
It's the truth.
Nobody deserves me,
'Cause I deserve nobody.

Doomed to be alone,
For the rest of my life.
Doomed for a ice cold heart,
For as long as I live and maybe even beyond.

How depressed my life may be,
I still have to learn to live with it.

I wish I could live there,
Where no one could ever find me.
I wish I could live there,
Where I'm all alone.

Love is so complicated.
I wish I never had learned it.
Always thinking about him.
Always trying not to hurt him.
Always failing.

Him, I hurt all the time.
Why he's still here,
I have no idea.
Nobody is perfect,
but I'm even less than that.

I wish I could walk away,
But something stops me.
I wish I could show him how I feel.
But somehow I can't.

I wish I've never met him.
Sparing him all the pain I've ever cost him.
I wish he left me,
For him to have a better life.
For me to be left alone with the pain inside.
Something I have to live with,
For the rest of my life.