Why do I in every ones eyes have it easy
But why do I have to work very hard to get something
Why do I in every ones have not a lot of friends
Buth why I in fact have none,
many friends but very superficial
Why does no one take me seriues
Because no one realy knows my kwalities
Because I fade myself away for everybody
and no one recognizes them
Why does everyone thinks I’m hapy
Cause I hide my thears with a shade of light
Cause all the people around me are so selfich
they only see thereselves,
wanna do what they wanne do, never give in to some one else,
Why do I have to be the stupid one who gives in,
who rather gives than takes,
who rather fades her self than bringing her self in the spotlights
….
And always ends up unhappy