If there is a god, please take some time to listen to this…
Today I feel like what!? I don’t know what it is
I want to run, and jump… I know I can’t
I want to play my game… for me it’s hard to understand
I don’t know if it was mend to be, if it was faith
But over and over an injury… tears turning in to hate
Did it happen for a reason? So yeah… what was it?
If you had anything to do with it, why you did it?
I just can’t understand, my reason here is gone
Soccer was and still is my life, but why did I born?
To have a leg with several scars on an age of sixteen?
I just don’t get it, still I don’t see the reason
Hell yeah I became mentally hard, god I can yell!
But why have you chosen me, to life in hell?
Played soccer since I was five years old
Played like 10 years, until my heart turned cold
Best 10 years of my life that’s for shore
But I saw so many lights… why did you shot the door?
I was on my way, the crowd believed in me
But then the injury… muscle ripped a apart in my knee
Just like 1,2,3… I can’t believe it went so easily
Now what…? Who do you want me to be?
Give me a clear sign… cause it’s hard for me to see
Show me the reason… that I can’t find
I can’t picture a vision in my mind
Of how you want my future to look like
Yes I try it one more time. If I fail… I will grab the mic.
Should I become a poetry writer?
Make rap lyrics? Should I become a fighter?
God I don’t see it! I don’t know!
Show me something! So I know where I should go!
If there is a god… Answer my prayer
If there is a god… please feel care
If there is a god… my lord are you there?
If there is a god… Show me a vision of my future