Mind-made
Hello my dear, remember me?
Remember us, our fantasy?
Our pleasant times, our trouble deep,
The self aware, we tried to seek.
The pretty words from open minds,
The no comments in private times,
The part we played, the parts we shared,
Could just not hide that you was scared.
Scared for getting to close,
Scared for loosing your style,
So you never chose,
No hello, no goodbye.
Always fancied my talk,
Hardly cared when I was,
You didn’t know how to walk,
Always looked at your past.
So you kept laughing loud,
And I shut my mouth,
So they would never see,
What’s the fact, you and me?
But when the time was right,
You hold me so tide,
I kept you so near,
And loosing two was a fear.
But every following time,
You spoke of a crime,
Say it didn’t work,
And I couldn’t hate you, you jerk.
I let it just slip away,
And everything was then okay,
But you were such a liar,
Cause again you set my mind on fire.
That was trouble, mind made by us,
But we never stayed long, in that fucked up fuss,
‘Cause we knew it had no use,
And only friendship was to lose.
I was sure we were right,
Never mend to start a fight,
So why suddenly those fucked up words?
You still don’t know how much it hurts.
I thought I knew you, I thought I did
I thought we always got trough shit,
We’d stay alive; we’d get trough pain,
We would see the sun right trough the rain.
But you told me, that was all fake,
You always knew, you wanted to break,
If things didn’t work out the way you planned,
You thought; I’ll better make an end.
You said goodbye,
This chapter is closed,
Didn’t tell me why,
Our friendship didn’t matter the most.
But please, think alone of yourself
Even while loosing a good friend,
And don’t think you’re stingy;
After all you gave me tears in the end.