Surching for some understanding,
Knowing it wouldn't come to me
But while I am surching
I learn who I must be
I can't let it go
How much I love the old before
I just have to go furder
Cause I'm so much more
I can't look in your eyes
I can't call you to check if everything is okay
I just need to learn those things
Cause I'll need it some day
I thought I did it all wrong
And I guess I was right too
But I first have to fall
I first have to figth, I really do
Cause if I don't know those deep fallings,
I don't know how high I could fly
If I don't know how to swim,
I don't ever get on the dry...
I just had to change myself
And It really took a while
But now I could be happy
And I really can smile
But don't think my missery is gone
It's still here in my life
It's just one of it all
It's just one of the five
Five different problems
Become one if they need to
It becomes worser everythime
But that's just what it needs to do
I just have to feel the pain so real
Just like I did before
Cause If I wanna life great and in happyness
I just needed more
I can't be sure all the time
Even if you love me so pure
I just have to know it for real
I have to know it for sure
I know I can't life that perfect life
Without those missery and pain
But I really have to learn to go on with it
Otherwise I become insain...
And even if you don't believe in me
I still need to go on
Cause It's not your life I'm waisting,,
It will be mine if it's gone
I just need to start all over again
Need to change myself in who I really am
I have to change before I go furder on with my life
If that's still something I can....