For a moment I’m weak so it’s hard for me to speak.
Try to fly away, but it’s impossible.
Every breath gives birth to deeper signs.
Confusion circling in my head.
Do I really know who I am?
A rising- dream or a falling star?
Tangled in a web with a pain hard to forget.
Tears are running in to the time that I’ve waisted trying to find a reason for goodbye.
Asking myself why I live in scene, the world of real emotion surrounds me.
It’s the upcomming day that showes me my truth.
A day in my life, a link in my chain where I’m beginning the ending.
Doesn’t take much to learn that the bridges I burned left me stranded feeling alone.
Closer than it seems cause happiness was just a part of my dreams.
Can’t keep something I never had.
Questioning the strongest of heart, I must start believing in the one thing that has driven me so far.
Underneath the way I feel I’ve lost myself between what’s real.
Sometimes the thing you lose is exactly what you’ll find.
All I ever need is a chance to be.
Taking my own chances, finding my own answers.
Nobody should dictate me and my mind for nowhere I stand.
I can only give me all, so respect me for what I am.
Can erase my worst mistake, but I can’t erase what’s written in my heart.
Reflexions of my misery, others only judging what they see.
Living the day like the next day would never come.
Time to wonder, time to let it all come down.
Only an illusion cause I’m still the same person no matter how fast I run.
Hearing sweet echoes of the past, the lessons I’ve learned are the pages I’ve turned.
I’ll never win the game of life if my heart won’t let me free.
I don’t need a high IQ to succeed in what I do.
The answer lies deep inside.
There’s only reason to win this twisted war inside of me.
Never compromising my integrety or fight to be free.
Running to myself, running to the eye.
Finding my own true face living my life one minute at a time...
-Stieneke- 4 maart 2005