I'm losing it
I'm controling it
It's fading away
Should I be happy now?
I'm losing my old one
The one I used to be
The one that's not ok
That's just another me
I'm not even crying
But tears are falling of my face
I can't say I'm happy
But there is a smile
For once a real smile
Believing it is becoming all right
Believing in the changing
For me that's becoming the better person
But I ain't a better person
I know that myself
But I'm becoming much better than before
At least,, that's what I hope
Just want to see it all
Want to see my mistakes
I know I can't fix them now
But maybe I can prevent that in the future
I will try...I really do..
I can't promise it, I know
But I won't rest before it's all done
I won't give up...Never!!
Cause I am already so far
But there's still a long way to go
And I just have to travel all alone
But I will make it,, I really do..