I feel the rain coming down on me
All the bad times raining down on me
heavying the clothes that I carry
heavying the weight on my shoulders
It's as heavy as a boulder
It makes my life so much colder

I'ts hard to keep on walking like that
In the backmind knowing any minute it will be over like that
Knowing everything soon comes falling down
and there's no way to get around

do you have any idea how hard it is to live like this?
walk like this, talk like this, smiling while knowing this
waiting for a final death kiss
Now do you have any idea how my life is?

Do you know how life is without hope
future is unpredictable because of all the smoke
No hope for a better time
No hope that I will shine
living a live saying that's not mine

it's a hard knock life that's true
But I'm still trying to stand higher than you
I will survive this flu,
and make it trough

still stubborn thinking that I can't be winning
but like I said stubborn to write a new beginning