I start to freak myself out,
I start to lose control.
My mind is so lost right now,
Who am I kidding?
I tell everyone Im fine,
I tell myself Im fine.
But how the hell can I be fine,
If I dont have a heart anymore.
Its been stolen by him,
But did I got his for return?
Please wake me up from my sleep,
And open up my eyes.
I cant see straight anymore,
Is everything I see real?
Or are my eyes lying to me?
I dont know what real anymore.
Most of all, Im lying to myself,
I dont even know myself.
Who can possibly know me,
If I dont even know myself.
I just want to run away,
Away from myself and all this.
I want to fly like a bird,
And feel like Im free.
I want to leave it all behind,
For a place for my own.
Somewhere I can be myself,
A beautiful place without worries.
I dont know whats real or what isnt,
I dont know whats true or what isnt.
I dont know whats wrong or right,
I dont know whats love or what isnt.
I dont know what he feels,
I dont even know my own feelings.
I dont know what he thinks,
I dont even know my own toughts.
I just want a quiet time,
Figure things out.
Find the answers I need,
Time will tell.