When you ask me to smile, I smile
When you ask me to cry, I cry
But when you ask me to die, you can forget it
There are things that I left behind me
There was a time I would have done everything for you
But you waste that long ago on the same day that you broke my heart
You don’t know me anymore
You think that I’m the girl that you see
Like everybody else does
You only see the part that I show you
I don’t show you the whole me anymore
I’m afraid that you will hurt me again
When you ask me how I’m doing
I will answer that everything is fine
But you don’t know what the thoughts in my head are
Because if you would know that you didn’t let me go
It is so long ago that I told you everything
All of my problems and all of my happiness
But all you’ll hear now is that I’m happy
And that there is nothing wrong
But you have no idea that that’s not the truth
I have more problems than you think
But you don’t see that anymore
Because you have forgotten who I am
You think I’m the same person as I was when you met me
But I am changed more than you can imagine
The girl that you have met is gone
The girl that I am is someone who you don’t know..
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- *ElLeN* -