I said I would go on
That I would put you behind me
Like you did allready so many years ago
But I just can't
I don't know why
But you're my hang on to
The hands of the clock went to fast
You put me behind you to fast
I still don't understand
After so many years
It's still a dark spot in my life
I think I'll never can go further
If I don't know what you were thinking
What I did wrong
You told me you just wanted go on
Without my little footprints behind you
But that you still care
I don't understand
You don't leave someone
If you still care...
You stole a whole year from me
A year that nobody knew what to do with me
But you just didn't want to see
That I missed you and needed you
But I still do
You're still my big sister
Even if you're not next to me anymore
I still look at you as my big example
The girl that walked before me
It hurts so much that you're somewhere out there
Living this life without me
But someway I hope you can see me
And that you're proud of me
'Cause even If you never wanted to see
I still need you and I still miss you
I really do...