I scream against the silence
But only in my head
Looking out the window
As I sit up in my bed
Mirrored are my thoughts
As my reflection passes me by
Walking way ahead of me
As I heave a sigh
The shadows deep inside of me
I fought of with light
Stronger then I could have forseen
I have won this fight
Deep inside the gutter
Of my past remains one piece
A broken gutted hollowed shell
My mask, recently deceased
As I have won the battle
Against the mirror and me
I can feel no sorrow
And finally feel free
But, my freedom is restricitve
In ways I could not fear
I find a new and dangerous enemie
One that I have dear
Whilst my life is picking up
And the world cuts me some slack
One last burden remains
On my, no longer so troubled, back
I linger at this window
I smoke a sigarette
I feel the need for someone
I have not yet met
I want someone to cuddle
Talk the night away
A friend, a companion, a lover
Someone who will stay
Iinger at this window
As I softly sing
A celebration of me
My life can finally begin
I live my life
I live my life
I live my life
As me.