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Calling you out again, this pain’s not my worth
Screaming your name, kicking up dirt
What’s this about again, these tones are not my words
Crying your name, because it hurts
You know,
Through my life, there’s been torture and pain
Never I found, a person to blame
Never I met, a person so true
Until the day, the day I met you
But now,
Walking a wire again, ‘ve got you on my mind
Our memories, ‘s what I’m likely to find
Talking to God again, ‘ve lost control and sight
The contrast endarkened, endarkened by light
You know,
Through my life, there’s been torture and pain
Never I found, a person to blame
Never I met, this person so true
Until the day, the day I met you
But now,
Kneeling in front of you, my blood’s on your hands
Helpless me, don’t have a change
Asking Him what to do, my eyes turn ocean blue
Tears keep falling, down my face
... ...,
Searching for some friends, who have a thing to say
I’m all alone, they’ve gone away
I’m not depressed you see, I can be okay
But I need you here, I need you to stay
Haven’t I lifted you up, haven’t you felt it, sweet
I’m so crazy for you, ‘m right at your feet
If you’re asking, whether it’s real or not
I’ll give you the answer to that thought
It is.., you know
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06.01.2006
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