These f*cking tears
Say things you don’t mean
Just hear me crying , feel my f*cking pain inside
Almost at the point of screaming some horrible things
Say you love me , but feel the hate inside yourself
I am so crazy , hate myself for these things I did
Hate you for the things you did to me ,
Hate you for the words you didn’t mean ,
For these beautiful hands that touched me ,
Hate you for losing myself
But I can’t turn back the time , you lied to me , so hard
And so I love you for all we had
The power you gave me , love you for being with me when I needed you
Love you for everything you did for me,
For your beautiful smile , your beautiful eyes
Love you for how you loved me , the way you touched the way you talked
The way you kissed me , love you for the smile you put on my face,
All these words you said , gave me power to life
It was you who carried me on the wind , it was you
Even when it was dark you let the sun shine in my heart, ..
But now keep your head up, keep trying keep going whit this life
And you don’t feel this sh*t , you aren’t my
How dark can it always be , how low can it be
Don’t say memories are whit us , cuss I have to scream for your attention
I am not just a shoulder to cry on , I want to be someone special for you
I just fall down , wanting to fall in your arms but you just let me
You open the eyes of my heart , but my mind don’t want to feel this way
I don’t want to love you anymore , but in my heart this love goes on , a guess that’s what destiny is
And we don’t know why , feeling this way inside
See me every where you go , feel this love when you think about me
And feel my tears everywhere around , tell me why
But love , when I am gone just carry on, with your life, ….
I feel love inside for you, ..and now its time for the end of our love
Just let your emotions go,,
I still wonder why , you don’t feel the seem anymore
And we don’t know why , why we kissed when you said you loved someone else
Just don’t want to lose each other ,
Why are you so mad now, it make my sick , make my cry
So be strong ,
I’ve cried some sweet tears, I remember the first time
I mean the words I said , you know what I mean
Now you make my f*cking angry , when you said this sh*t about my ,
How can I go on , I see this in you eyes you lied to my you are sorry
So now we are nothing anymore , but still I want to
Love is like a flower , it’s the heart afraid of breaking
Its you I see in my dreams , but my dreams are afraid of waking
You fear this love that always will go on , but this love is still beautiful like a rose
And some day I will understand , some day you will feel the way I loved you
Some day we will understand,