I try to be strong
Trying to laugh when I’m crying inside
Don’t want to admit
That I’m not happy
It isn’t something for me
To let everyone see
That I’m dying inside
It’s something I try to hide
But it’s hurting
Hurting that I need to do it all alone
I can’t get any support
‘Cause I won’t let the help me
Even when I want them to
It’s so hard to let you see
That I’m breaking inside of me
Letting myself believe
I’m a rock
And I can take everything on my shoulders
Without falling apart
But I know it isn’t going well
I know someday I’ll break down
Even more than I’m doing now
Afraid that
Someday
That fake smile
Won’t come anymore