Tears of joy fell down her face,
For she had written the words, she herself,
Just couldn't say.
To him, who she couldn't resist,
Finally she had found the courage, she herself,
All this time, missed.
It's not like she ever had any regrets,
But he's different from whom she had met.
The one she loved so much more,
Than the one he had become,
She refused to play his dirty whore,
No she couldn't be like some,
Foolish girl he wants to have,
But he was the only one who could make her laugh.
In all this time of unhappiness and fear,
She found the strength she needed, in herself,
To write this someone that stood so near.
Who took his chance, but the wrong one,
Now she had to take hers, for herself,
For his games had to be done.
Did he take disadvantage? Did he refuse?
To see she died inside for him? Was his own good,
More important? Was she really abused?
It's not like she ever had any regrets,
But he's different from whom she had met.
The one she loved so much more,
Every night they were together was fine.
But this pain, after leaving the door.
Step, so she had to draw the line.
She had to get him out of her head,
So these last words had to be said.
"Boy, you had your chance to have me,
But you didn't take it the right way,
Now you changed and I can see,
That all I got to say,
Is that you're wrong, you don't deserve,
Me, and I can't take this any longer,
Cause my feelings for you,
Are way much stronger,
Than anything else in my entire world,
But I finally got the nerves,
To tell you; I'm through with you.
Get out of my life, and never do
Anything that she will ever regret,
Cause you're different from whom she had met.
The one she loved so much more,
Than you are now and the way you act.
She refuses to play along like before,
Cause she can't handle the fact,
Fuckbuddy is all you ever wanted her to be,
But still... you mean the fucking world to me."
Now tears of joy fall down my face,
For I have finally written the words, I,
All this time, couldn't say.