Heavy emotions
Heavy Emotions --- 11/03/2006 --- 21:57 uur
My emotions run free
Just like the waves in the sea
I look in the mirror
It isn’t getting any clearer
I hate myself so bad
If they knew, it would make my parents so sad
I’m not the happy one
I’d rather run
Run away from this place
And leave not a single trace
Vanish into thin air
Where I can repair
Repair my whole me
And make it into something I really wanna be
Depression strikes like lightening
It’s getting more and more frightening
Am I falling back?
Back to that old road which is black?
Feeling I want to stop it all
Because I feel so fucking small
Not having any energy to feel fine
Not fighting for things that supposed to be mine
Wanting to die while I sleep
Or cutting my wrists too deep
Bleeding would bring me peace
Everything I feel will release
My pain would flow away
But my inner frustrations stay
Sad eyes, but no tears
Not showing my fears
Why did this happen to me?
I made my mistakes, you see!
I feel like I’m hanging on a thread
My only wish is that I’d be dead!!!
My emotions run free
Just like the waves in the sea
I look in the mirror
It isn’t getting any clearer
I hate myself so bad
If they knew, it would make my parents so sad
I’m not the happy one
I’d rather run
Run away from this place
And leave not a single trace
Vanish into thin air
Where I can repair
Repair my whole me
And make it into something I really wanna be
Depression strikes like lightening
It’s getting more and more frightening
Am I falling back?
Back to that old road which is black?
Feeling I want to stop it all
Because I feel so fucking small
Not having any energy to feel fine
Not fighting for things that supposed to be mine
Wanting to die while I sleep
Or cutting my wrists too deep
Bleeding would bring me peace
Everything I feel will release
My pain would flow away
But my inner frustrations stay
Sad eyes, but no tears
Not showing my fears
Why did this happen to me?
I made my mistakes, you see!
I feel like I’m hanging on a thread
My only wish is that I’d be dead!!!
Reacties op dit gedicht
| *ella*: | Vrijdag, maart 17, 2006 16:47 |
| dit is zo herkenbaar :( mooi omschreven , echt je moet proberen de moed erin te houden ik weet dat dat makkelijker gezegt is dan gedaan maar weet dat je er zeker niet alleen voor staat! xxxxx heel veel sterkte! ella |
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| cest-moi: | Dinsdag, maart 14, 2006 16:28 |
| *stilte* probeer mijn tranen weg te slikken, dit is zo pijnlijk herkenbaar.. wat zet je dit ontzettend mooi neer.. sterkte, het klinkt afgezaagd, maar ik weet niet wat ik anders zeggen kan... veel liefs en een warme knuf cest-moi |
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| --justme--: | Maandag, maart 13, 2006 17:18 |
| wauw..supermooi! en herkenbaar.. |
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| Kim rc: | Maandag, maart 13, 2006 09:43 |
| wat is er gebeurt :( .. nja goed dat jut kan uiten!! sterkte ! xxx | |
Over dit gedicht
| Auteur: Katja K | 
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| Gecontroleerd door: christina | ||
| Gepubliceerd op: 13 maart 2006 | ||
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