Thinking about you again...
Thinking about all the things you put me through...
Asking to myself, why even try or why still try ?
Cause the only thing I want is to keep my eyes dry...
I don't wont to cry myself to sleep again...
Thinking about you every minute of my fucked up life !
And no , I wont grap to that knife ...
You're not gonna ruin my life !
And I wonder am I really that desperate ?
And I wonder am I really that imperfect ?
Maybee your just playing an act...
And I wonder do you feel the same way to ?
Maybee you can't love me like I love you...
Sometimes ...
You make me feel like your mines...
But other times ...
You make me very clear that I'm not yours...
It's like you first swollow me and then spit me out...
Please don't say you love me when you really don't...
Please don't break my heart like everyone does...
Please don't make me sad...
Please make me stop crying !
* #...Maybee , I'm putting my heart above my head ...# *