*You are so big..
You are,
ten times bigger than me
And I am carrying,
all of your weight
Upon my shoulders*
...
The pain I feel inside,
Is aching its way out
By showing on my skin
Misery creates new scars
To show the hell
That was hidden within
Sucking life out of my veins
Putting insane thoughts
Into my brains
You make me feel so invisible
When you’re screaming
These holes into my soul
And again,
I am drowning in what I have created
And you’re not here to save me
You’re not even watching,
How I am tearing my heart wide open
You make me feel so fucking broken..