These feelings, she cannot escape
There's no running, no place to hide
But she doesn't want to feel this way
These feelings, she feels at this moment
She feels sorrow,
That's ruling and ruining her life
She feels anger,
Because she did so many things wrong
She feels anxious,
For everything that's going to happen
She feels haunted,
Because her nightmares remind her of the past
She feels guilt,
For all the pain she has caused people
She feels hatred,
Because she doesn't like who she is
She feels solitude,
Even when she isn't alone at that moment
She feels misunderstood,
Because no one feels the same way
She feels abandoned,
Because she's left behind so many times
She feels emptiness,
Because everything becomes too much
These feelings, she cannot escape
Even through she wants to run away
There's no place to hide, she's haunted
Maybe her only escape, is through death
~ February 24, 2006 ~