Living a life
As a bitter winter night
Or a restless couch
Does not seem right
As deaf music plays on the background
And happy conversations cover up the silence
While I search for myself through the lost and found
Dry tears fill up the empty space in my heart
And no matter how many times I swallow
The bad taste in my mouth will not go away
And no matter how many times I swallow
The unbearable hunger is here to stay
As I stunningly am nailed to the ground
And I silently cry when I hear people having fun without me
While I search for myself through the lost and found
All I really long for is to runaway
Speaking truthfully
As betraying belief
Or meaningless poetry
Does not seem like loyalty
As I can see myself falling on the ground
While I break as fast as a falling picture frame
I take a quick look in the mirror
I see the one that I can blame