I'was afraid of the darkness
that was falling down on my life .
Not knowing what is inside of it .
It felt cold each time when I tried to put my hand in it
trying to figure out of what it has been made of .
And nobody could see trough it .
People just passed me
not knowing what was going on with me .
they couldend see the mess I was dealing with.
just thinking I was just some loser goofing around.
Useless to spend time to it.
Now I've become that darkness ,
afraid of myself .
And every where I come I'm seeding problems
in other people lifes.I always seems to hurt them.
Was I a mistake of God?