it's so damn hard
I certanly don't like it
I don't want to be angry on you
but my pride is standing on the way
the way you act is so different
there is no more fun
it's like I'm with a stranger
you can practically speak of friendship
you say it's bullshit
but I have a different opinion
but the way I have acht was also wrong
I didn't want to make you cry
I didn't want to give you a hard time
in the short time that we know each other
you have become one of the most important
personnens in my life
that's why it is harder to say and harder to do
I know that I've promised you everlasting friendship
and that I never would let you down
but I can't changes the way I'm feeling
I just want that everything is like before