There is something,,,,
It's hurt inside but in don't know why,
it's hurt inside and I can't explain why.
There're things I heard i don't like, but I can't change them.
There're things I hate to heard, but I can't change them.
Nobody can't explain why.
Why I heard these things, the thing i hate.
There is something inside and can't go outside.
It's something i can't explane.
It's hate, sorrow, a spot, an empty spot inside me.
I don't know how it's come inside.
Is it my youth, news I heard, the world around me, or just the entire world ?
Nobody can explain me these things.
Why it all happened now.
I'm am not an adult, and nobody adult who can explain me the things i don't understand.
There is still an empty spot inside me, and the time to fill it is to long for me.
I don't have me hole life to fill the empty spot.
My own family don't recognize me.
It hurts inside and make the empty spot bigger and bigger.
The news I heard don't make the spot smaller.
No it's making it bigger and bigger.
The world around me,
It's making me sick,the news of an ill friend doesn't make it beter to.
I wait till the time, that it's goes better.
I must have trust in the people around me. But not everyone I can trust anymore.
There is something,,,, something i can't explain.