i want to die...
i want to make a end of my life
it sucks...
i was alone in my room
with an knife in my hand...
tears running down of my cheek
but... i was ready to die
no one will see me ever again
slowly i put the knife on my chest
my heart was very fast now
i count to three and then...
with no other word i pushed the knife in my heart...
i was screaming, very very loud
blood was seeing everywhere
i collapsed on my knees and screamed louder...
but.. i made no move to put the knife away
i lay on the ground
i died...
my eyes white and open staring to nothing
with the knife stil in my heart
but my wish came true...
i died...