IK / Verdriet / Kwaad
Full of hatred.
I was a little girl, in a big world.
I knew nothing of the world around me.
I was angry at so much people.
They where hurting me.
Sometimes bodily, always spiritual.
I was afraid of them.
I was full of hatred.
I hated them!
Now I am growing up.
I know so much more of the world around me.
Now I know how I can Love someone.
Now I know how I can Accept someone.
Now I know how I can Respect someone.
Ans now I know how I can Treat someone who is hurting me.
But I still be afraid of them.
I am still full of hatred.
I still hate them!
Somebody set to me that I must forgive them.
But I can't forgive them.
The only way to forgive them is to talk with them about this everything.
But I am afraid of them.
I think that I will not forgive them because,
I am still mad at them.
I think that I will not talk to them because,
I am still angry at them.
But on the other side, I will just forgive them because,
that is what makes me feel better.
It is difficult and I can't do that in my own.
So I wait at someone who can help me.
Someone who can give me power to get on with my life
and forgive the people that I hate.
I think the only one who can do all these stuff,
the only one who can forgive everyone and loves everyone,
I think, that only one is......God!
- lisette -