Let me look for the answers
The things I don’t know
Let me do what I want to
But don’t let me stand in the shadow
Let me cry all night long
Instead of holding all my tears
Let me fade into nothing
That’s what I wanted for many years
Let me understand my thoughts
Why do I think of the death?
Let me think of the future
But don’t let me forget
Let me live in myself
Thinking of what I’m doing wrong
Let me think of suicide
And if I here belong
Let me doubt in the darkness
Help me search for the things I miss
Please, let me do anything
But don’t let me do this…