My Life
Time after time you put me down.
Hit after hit you threw me around.
I'm sorry for all I ever did to you.
Feel remorse for you is something I can not do.
Alcohol and cocaine seemed to be your only bliss.
You'd go into rages and beat me senseless.
I'm glad you're gone and away from me.
Now I can finally be completly free.
One day you told me you needed me.
I came with fear inside of me.
For I didn't know what was yet to come.
Please no more dakrness, show me the sun.
I was so innocent and didn't understand what you just asked.
Everything was happening far too fast.
By the time i was done, you smiled with glee.
You told me not to tell my mother or you'd kill me.
Back then I was scared and had no friends.
I was always alone and hoped this nightmare would end.
You stole my innocence and ripped my emotions apart.
What has happened to my kind, pure, and happy heart?
I sat alone with nothing to hope for.
As a child I craved for something good and more.
My life was hopeless and filled with emptyness.
A happy family is something I did quite miss.
Every since that moment I came to realize.
My life is nothing and filled with nothing but lies.
Even my father has turned on me.
True happyness is something I will never see.
Every one of my razors holds it's promise.
They let me know i'm still alive and give me bliss.
I'll never be the same person again.
I'm sorry, but my life is slowly comming to an end...