Fighting this fight
Why is it so hard to fight
Deep down inside it all seems so right
These feelings are so strong
I just need to go on
But it's even harder to stop
Because it's never good enough
I gotta keep on fighting
But this fight is so frightening
There must be a way
That I can be happy someday
My feelings never change
This fight feels safe, but also strange
It's all about controlling what I eat
And how easy you can be defeat
I need to put these feelings away
*** Karinn ***